Like normal people, I believe writers who devoted most of their time working on stories for teens need to reach a ‘maturity level’ before they could successfully write something that is legitimately ‘steamy’ at hindi nagmumukhang pilit. But I held myself back because I wasn’t ready to write about it yet. To be honest, I have imagined ‘racier’ scenes. Dahil nag-aalangan akong ipaalam sa mga bumabasa/makakabasa kung ano ang mga bagay na ini- imagine ko, lalo pa’t na- establish ko nang playboy ang isa.Īt tulad din siguro ng first time, marami pang inhibitions ang pagsusulat ng steamy scene. Kaya siguro umabot sa Book 3 ‘yung isa pang kwentong sinusulat ko. Parang pinakita mo na rin sa readers kung paano ka mag-isip at ano ang mga iniisip mo and I don’t think a lot of people CAN or WOULD LIKE to do that. You have to imagine actually being in that moment, and then putting everything into words for other people to read. But when you’re writing a story it’s something that the author has to do. But the glaring difference is that… kapag unang beses mong makipagtalik, you won’t share it with other people because it’s something private. While I was working on my story I realized something: writing a love scene for the first time is almost like making love for the first time. I also made sure that my font size was very small at ako lang ang makakabasa. Ano na lang ang iisipin nila diba? Kaya sinisiguro kong nasa sulok ako ng isang coffee shop para less chances of anyone who would notice what I was typing. Feeling ko kasi, may makakabasa sa mga sinusulat ko. Contrary to what I can normally do, I suddenly felt ashamed of typing in a public place. At ayoko silang balikan while I’m writing mine for fear of their style ‘leaking’ into mine. Pero apat lang ang nabasa ko since work is in the way. Thankfully, we were given recommended stories to read. For someone like me who got used to the simple pagpapakilig (na hindi ko rin alam kung effective nga ba sa readers o sa’kin lang), having to write a bed scene was like setting a bar too high for me to reach. The struggle came in when I had to write the steamy part. Writing the plot was okay, lalo na’t may ‘extra’ characters ako na pwedeng magamit for the workshop. Nahiya rin akong gawin ang Sweet Heat level (level 1 = consummation is talked about but not in detail the act itself happens off-screen) dahil karamihan sa mga classmates ko ay Sensual (level 2) pataas ang napili. Kaya nung sinabing hindi raw pwede ang Clean Heat Level (handholding and kissing only), kinabahan ako. Isa pa, teen fiction kasi ang forte ko at iisa pa lang talaga ang nagagawa kong purely romantic. Sa totoo lang, nahirapan akong magsulat ng steamy story kahit pa may ilang erotic/heavy romance stories na akong nabasa.
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